Wednesday, October 11, 2006

 

I had you, my love...



I had you, my dear love, for a very short time... I couldn't see you, I couldn't feel you, my love, but you were there... and I loved you right away... we both did. Loved you so much, the idea of you, our future with you, your tiny reality growing inside of me. We wanted you so much, we were thrilled that you were there.

My love, we would have done anything for you.

Tomorrow, when they anaesthetize me to scrape your remains out of me, maybe... maybe I can be with your little soul for a little while. Get to know you in the lands far off all consciousness. Maybe you'll wait for me there...? Let me hold you just once?

Thank you, my love, for being with me, even if it was just a little while. A little while, in which you made me a Mom... your Mom, my baby... you were my biggest gift in life.

You'll always live in my heart, my love.

I love you,

Mom.



# posted by spreadyourwings @ 2:49 PM
Comments:
*hugs*

I'm glad they're giving you anesthesia.
# posted by Blogger Hollipop : 3:20 PM
 
Oh god... sweetheart, I am really sorry. For what it's worth, I understand how it feels. *hugs* Take your time and heal.

Thinking of you.
# posted by Blogger Ren : 5:05 AM
 
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