Tuesday, May 30, 2006
exploring frontiers...
Now... in more detail about last night...
...HA! Did you think I was gonna give you details? Yeah... nevermind, for a second there I thought so too. But then I keep on remembering who reads this blog, and it moves me to refrain from getting too much into the smut-department. I don't want to alienate people, as I am sure I already have in part with this here blog.
Anyway... it's just another typical post-threesome day at the office. I am on my fourth or so espresso, and my limbs feel like they are made out of lead. The Fiancé and I are having one of those extreme lovey-dovey days, which also seems to happen after we fuck Bud's brains out. And overall I am pretty amazed at how soon this practice becomes "normal" to me... at least normal enough not to get all OHMYGODICANTBELIEVEWHATJUSTHAPPENED about it anymore. It makes me wonder if it'll be the same once I will have had my opportunity to sleep with a girl... and the prospect makes me kind of sad. I mean - if threesomes don't get me all OHMYGODICANTBELIEVEWHATJUSTHAPPENED anymore, then what much is left in the sexual department for me to explore over the course of the next years? What's gonna happen? Mass orgies? Heavy S&M stuff? Accidental death by orgasmic asphyxiation?
I can tell you, internet, I am a little bit worried about ourselves and our constant quest for new frontiers, and "taking it a step further". I wonder just how far we will go, and how much there is left to explore before it becomes tasteless, or taboo. And, all considered, it has already gone pretty far when I think about how I get off on being called a dirty slut and a nasty whore by two men who stand above me and feed me their cocks at the same time, before they bend me over and take turns in pretty muchraping me using me for their own pleasure. I detect a certain masochist tendency within me that gets stronger the more I expose myself to those two, and it's scary as hell to think about. The things that my mind is willing to have them do to my body. It makes me question myself... but I also understand that it's a kind of compensation for the strong and level-headed person and leader (in certain ways) I have to be during the day. It's good to sometimes have somebody else take over and be able to be weak and fragile, and succumb to the sheer male power of two males in heat.
Dirty slut I am, indeed... *grins*
...HA! Did you think I was gonna give you details? Yeah... nevermind, for a second there I thought so too. But then I keep on remembering who reads this blog, and it moves me to refrain from getting too much into the smut-department. I don't want to alienate people, as I am sure I already have in part with this here blog.
Anyway... it's just another typical post-threesome day at the office. I am on my fourth or so espresso, and my limbs feel like they are made out of lead. The Fiancé and I are having one of those extreme lovey-dovey days, which also seems to happen after we fuck Bud's brains out. And overall I am pretty amazed at how soon this practice becomes "normal" to me... at least normal enough not to get all OHMYGODICANTBELIEVEWHATJUSTHAPPENED about it anymore. It makes me wonder if it'll be the same once I will have had my opportunity to sleep with a girl... and the prospect makes me kind of sad. I mean - if threesomes don't get me all OHMYGODICANTBELIEVEWHATJUSTHAPPENED anymore, then what much is left in the sexual department for me to explore over the course of the next years? What's gonna happen? Mass orgies? Heavy S&M stuff? Accidental death by orgasmic asphyxiation?
I can tell you, internet, I am a little bit worried about ourselves and our constant quest for new frontiers, and "taking it a step further". I wonder just how far we will go, and how much there is left to explore before it becomes tasteless, or taboo. And, all considered, it has already gone pretty far when I think about how I get off on being called a dirty slut and a nasty whore by two men who stand above me and feed me their cocks at the same time, before they bend me over and take turns in pretty much
Dirty slut I am, indeed... *grins*
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As long as everything you do is safe and consentual, I don't think you should worry too much about where things go. If it's tasteless, it's tasteless. If it's taboo, it's taboo. As long as everyone is having a good time, staying within each other's boundaries, and being safe, do whatever gives you your jollies! Different strokes for different strokes.
...literally!
...literally!
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: 11:57 PM
And also, the masochism (to whatever degree) explanation makes sense. Most of the clients who pay to be dominated are men in suits - the guys with the power. It can be nice to take a break every now and then, eh?
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