Thursday, March 09, 2006
Saturday...
Weirdness ensues... I have just found myself sharing our threesome experience with Ex-Roomie#R over the internet. You see, I have always felt close to him, and we have discussed things pertaining to male-female-interrelations before. He recently emailed me with some private stuff, so I felt this sudden strong urge to share with him as well, and here we go. I am actually having fun, it's like letting the wickedy witch out of the bag and showing off to someone who "knows" me so well a side of me I am sure he never suspected existed. :)
And, coincidental as life sometimes is, I hit the send button on my email to him and an hour or so later my cell rings, and it's Steven. I haven't heard from him ever since that night but once when he asked me for a favor, so I found it a bit funny that he called me just the day I had an intense conversation about our experience with somebody.
Anyway... after asking me for some money that I don't have, Steven invited me to come over next Saturday for some D&D, and I agreed. Now, The Fiancé doesn't roleplay, much less in German, so I didn't think of taking him along, but Steven went on saying if I wanted to bring along "my chubby", I am invited to do so. Of course I started laughing and told him not to call him that, to which of course he replied with a smart-ass comment about their compared physiques... not only chubby-wise, but also otherwise, and how he was glad that they are similar in all aspects, otherwise it would have been frustrating for him. It was the first time I heard him make a reference to that night, and against all expectations and contrary to our conversation before that reference, I suddenly felt an excited jitter in the general area of my stomach. I grinned and said something to the effect of "well, wasn't it frustrating for you, anyway?" referring a bit to his mention of The Fiancé's stamina, to which he started laughing heartily about how quickly he fell asleep afterward, apologized for having been so tired, and said not to think any of it, that he had his fun.
We hung up shortly after that, and that jitter was still noticeable considerably. I was quite surprised at that, actually, in a pleasant way. Considering how I feel (or rather *DON'T* feel) about my friend, as you can read in my last entry, I was pleasantly surprised that my body obviously left itself an option for more despite of the bitchings of my mind. Thoughts of repetition srpung to my mind almost immediately, which made me giggle at the sillyness of it all. Here I am, answering Roomie#R's question on whether or not I think the three of us will land in bed again with a definite NO, and an hour or so later I am having giddy thoughts about Saturday.
Not that I am planning on any initiations, of course. Not that I am expecting anything to come from Steven's part, nor do I know how The Fiancé would feel about doing it again. I am just enjoying the tingle I feel at the thought of the mere possibility.
At any rate... I haven't RPed in over two years, and I can honestly say that I miss it. Steven has been the best DM I ever played with, and he is a ball to have in a party of players, and he was only matched by the DMing skills of The Ex in Los Angeles. Back then we had a fun and tight group, meeting regularly once a week... and since personal stuff came in and put an end to our campaign and I eventually met The Fiancé, I haven't played once. Steven is fun to play with, and I am actually looking forward to Saturday for just that, and if we really get into it, there is no room for thinking about The Naughty anyways.
And, coincidental as life sometimes is, I hit the send button on my email to him and an hour or so later my cell rings, and it's Steven. I haven't heard from him ever since that night but once when he asked me for a favor, so I found it a bit funny that he called me just the day I had an intense conversation about our experience with somebody.
Anyway... after asking me for some money that I don't have, Steven invited me to come over next Saturday for some D&D, and I agreed. Now, The Fiancé doesn't roleplay, much less in German, so I didn't think of taking him along, but Steven went on saying if I wanted to bring along "my chubby", I am invited to do so. Of course I started laughing and told him not to call him that, to which of course he replied with a smart-ass comment about their compared physiques... not only chubby-wise, but also otherwise, and how he was glad that they are similar in all aspects, otherwise it would have been frustrating for him. It was the first time I heard him make a reference to that night, and against all expectations and contrary to our conversation before that reference, I suddenly felt an excited jitter in the general area of my stomach. I grinned and said something to the effect of "well, wasn't it frustrating for you, anyway?" referring a bit to his mention of The Fiancé's stamina, to which he started laughing heartily about how quickly he fell asleep afterward, apologized for having been so tired, and said not to think any of it, that he had his fun.
We hung up shortly after that, and that jitter was still noticeable considerably. I was quite surprised at that, actually, in a pleasant way. Considering how I feel (or rather *DON'T* feel) about my friend, as you can read in my last entry, I was pleasantly surprised that my body obviously left itself an option for more despite of the bitchings of my mind. Thoughts of repetition srpung to my mind almost immediately, which made me giggle at the sillyness of it all. Here I am, answering Roomie#R's question on whether or not I think the three of us will land in bed again with a definite NO, and an hour or so later I am having giddy thoughts about Saturday.
Not that I am planning on any initiations, of course. Not that I am expecting anything to come from Steven's part, nor do I know how The Fiancé would feel about doing it again. I am just enjoying the tingle I feel at the thought of the mere possibility.
At any rate... I haven't RPed in over two years, and I can honestly say that I miss it. Steven has been the best DM I ever played with, and he is a ball to have in a party of players, and he was only matched by the DMing skills of The Ex in Los Angeles. Back then we had a fun and tight group, meeting regularly once a week... and since personal stuff came in and put an end to our campaign and I eventually met The Fiancé, I haven't played once. Steven is fun to play with, and I am actually looking forward to Saturday for just that, and if we really get into it, there is no room for thinking about The Naughty anyways.
