Saturday, March 18, 2006
Ovarian Crapola
As expected, Saturday was very un-erotic and eventless. We gamed, I didn't have a lot of fun, and when everybody else left Steven and I just talked about his economic situation and he kept on whining and complaining, and after a while we just left. One joke-reference to that night was made, after which he just pissed me off by insisting that I just stuck around so long after the gamers had left cause I was hoping yet again for his incredible skills, so we just up and left after that.
My sex drive has gone down to nil yet again, just like it did when I was still on contraceptive hormones, and when I was surprised with pain and blood when there should have been neither considering the time of the month, I eventually went to my gyn last week. I was violated with an internal ultrasound and was faced with a blurry picture of what my gyn called "looks-like-a-harmless-cyst-but-pee-in-a-cup-anyway-so-I-can-rule-out-an-ecoptic-pregnancy". This potential ecoptic pregnancy measured 43 millimeters in diameter, and if you read up on ecoptic pregnancies, you'll know why I just about crapped my pants right then and there, and could barely hold the cup steady I was supposed to pee into for the pregnancy test.
I can take away all suspension right now, I am not growing a baby in my fallopian tube. The test came out negative, so the doc went with the alternative of a burst follicle that grew into a cyst and causes all kinds of irregular bleeding and hormonal imbalances. So much for my non-existent sex-drive. It should disintegrate all by its wee self, and I am due back for a checkup on that in 2 months - unless of course I experience intense pain and bleeding before that.
Yay. I am not sure about the average diameter of a regular ovary, but I am quite sure it measures at a lot less than 43 millimeters. The pain has gotten worse since, and when The Fiancé and I made love this morning afterall, I had a hard time not to scream out with each thrust for all the stabbing sensations in all the wrong ways.
Just what I need when looking forward to working at a baby in a little less than a year from now.
My sex drive has gone down to nil yet again, just like it did when I was still on contraceptive hormones, and when I was surprised with pain and blood when there should have been neither considering the time of the month, I eventually went to my gyn last week. I was violated with an internal ultrasound and was faced with a blurry picture of what my gyn called "looks-like-a-harmless-cyst-but-pee-in-a-cup-anyway-so-I-can-rule-out-an-ecoptic-pregnancy". This potential ecoptic pregnancy measured 43 millimeters in diameter, and if you read up on ecoptic pregnancies, you'll know why I just about crapped my pants right then and there, and could barely hold the cup steady I was supposed to pee into for the pregnancy test.
I can take away all suspension right now, I am not growing a baby in my fallopian tube. The test came out negative, so the doc went with the alternative of a burst follicle that grew into a cyst and causes all kinds of irregular bleeding and hormonal imbalances. So much for my non-existent sex-drive. It should disintegrate all by its wee self, and I am due back for a checkup on that in 2 months - unless of course I experience intense pain and bleeding before that.
Yay. I am not sure about the average diameter of a regular ovary, but I am quite sure it measures at a lot less than 43 millimeters. The pain has gotten worse since, and when The Fiancé and I made love this morning afterall, I had a hard time not to scream out with each thrust for all the stabbing sensations in all the wrong ways.
Just what I need when looking forward to working at a baby in a little less than a year from now.
