Friday, December 02, 2005
Blogged Out
Work... work, doom to all good intentions.
I didn't make it last Wednesday... I feel like I missed out, but at the same time I feel like I saved 8 €, and that, at the end of a month, is never a bad thing. Alas, I do not wish to turn this thing into a blog about Buddhism, so I will not overdo this. Yet at the same time I wonder why I shouldn't. Coming to terms and coming out is a path to something bigger and better, and so is my recently budded interest in spirituality. Both lead to personal happiness, I am stumbling along both, and I do not know where they will take me. So I chronicle them here.
And speaking of chronicling. I have now finally given up my "real" blog over at my domain. I got bored of it, had nothing interesting to say anymore, knew of too many people reading that probably shouldn't. Plus, what does "real" mean, anyway? This here is much more real, much more ME than some semi-funny rather lame babblings on day-to-day-life occurances that nobody is really interested in, and which for the most part mask my true feelings and intentions.
Who are we kidding - people are voyeurs. People want juicy stuff, deep stuff, not the kind of drivel I was harrassing the internet with over on my domain. This here is real, because this here is anonymous for the most part.
About myspace? Yes, I have a myspace profile, yes I have announced the URL to it on my now defunct blog, and yes I have developed quite an unhealthy addiction to it. But, Autumn, not to worry. I am in no way intent on blogging there, save for some random comments I may feel like stating every once in a while with no real significance to anything but getting them off my chest. myspace is enjoyable mindless sillyness, the groups I am a member of are everything from a total hoot to really educating, and I actually do use it to keep in touch with some of my friends. I have no intentions to give up this blog as well - I guess I am not quite there yet, if I will ever be.
I didn't make it last Wednesday... I feel like I missed out, but at the same time I feel like I saved 8 €, and that, at the end of a month, is never a bad thing. Alas, I do not wish to turn this thing into a blog about Buddhism, so I will not overdo this. Yet at the same time I wonder why I shouldn't. Coming to terms and coming out is a path to something bigger and better, and so is my recently budded interest in spirituality. Both lead to personal happiness, I am stumbling along both, and I do not know where they will take me. So I chronicle them here.
And speaking of chronicling. I have now finally given up my "real" blog over at my domain. I got bored of it, had nothing interesting to say anymore, knew of too many people reading that probably shouldn't. Plus, what does "real" mean, anyway? This here is much more real, much more ME than some semi-funny rather lame babblings on day-to-day-life occurances that nobody is really interested in, and which for the most part mask my true feelings and intentions.
Who are we kidding - people are voyeurs. People want juicy stuff, deep stuff, not the kind of drivel I was harrassing the internet with over on my domain. This here is real, because this here is anonymous for the most part.
About myspace? Yes, I have a myspace profile, yes I have announced the URL to it on my now defunct blog, and yes I have developed quite an unhealthy addiction to it. But, Autumn, not to worry. I am in no way intent on blogging there, save for some random comments I may feel like stating every once in a while with no real significance to anything but getting them off my chest. myspace is enjoyable mindless sillyness, the groups I am a member of are everything from a total hoot to really educating, and I actually do use it to keep in touch with some of my friends. I have no intentions to give up this blog as well - I guess I am not quite there yet, if I will ever be.
