Saturday, February 12, 2005
She didn't.
There... all suspension taken away in the headline already.
Who am I kidding, anyway? Like Roomie#E likes to say on occasion: "Things happen for a reason", and like The Ex said to me the other day in a conversation revolving around my crush on her: "Be careful what you wish for."
I guess it's time to reconsider. Take to heart those two statements. Chasing after and lusting for the fantasy of a woman who is rather obviously not likewise inclined will get me nothing other than heartache, and it does nothing for my every day mood, which in turn influences my relationship with The Fiancé - who is still supportive and encouraging me despite everything.
We have been invited to a birthday party in Long Beach tonight, by some guy who came to the gig last night. Long Beach, yanno. The Fiancé asked me if I liked to go, and I just sort of shrugged it off. I don't know if I want to go yet. He looked at me sort of bewildered and said something like... but come on! Long Beach! We could call her!
Yeah... we could. But there is a fine line between just calling someone and asking them out, or to be annoying them and being importunate. She got her message across, and that's fine. Time to move on.
Who am I kidding, anyway? Like Roomie#E likes to say on occasion: "Things happen for a reason", and like The Ex said to me the other day in a conversation revolving around my crush on her: "Be careful what you wish for."
I guess it's time to reconsider. Take to heart those two statements. Chasing after and lusting for the fantasy of a woman who is rather obviously not likewise inclined will get me nothing other than heartache, and it does nothing for my every day mood, which in turn influences my relationship with The Fiancé - who is still supportive and encouraging me despite everything.
We have been invited to a birthday party in Long Beach tonight, by some guy who came to the gig last night. Long Beach, yanno. The Fiancé asked me if I liked to go, and I just sort of shrugged it off. I don't know if I want to go yet. He looked at me sort of bewildered and said something like... but come on! Long Beach! We could call her!
Yeah... we could. But there is a fine line between just calling someone and asking them out, or to be annoying them and being importunate. She got her message across, and that's fine. Time to move on.
