Monday, February 28, 2005
Meme
(Because I have work to do, and don't wanna. Snatched from Ren.)
BASICS
Your gender: female
Straight/gay/bi? bi
Single? nope
Want to be? famous musician
Your birthday: January 12, 1979
Your age: 26
Your height:freakishly tall 5'10"
The color of your eyes: steel-grey... steel-blue when pissed off, water-green when the sun shines into them. I have chameleon eyes.
The color of your hair: currently some shade of mahogany red/brown
Left/right/ambidextrous? right
Have any pets? my black beloved kitty cat, various aquatic critters, some fleas
What's your job: freelance graphic designer
Piercings? 7
Tattoos? nope. can't handle irreversibility and permanence like that
Obsessions? cleanness - impossible to achieve with three male roommates
Addictions? ColdStone Ice Cream
Do you speak another language? German, English, Spanish, French, Latin
Have a favorite quote? "Until you spread your wings you have no idea how far you can fly." Dunno who said it.
Do you have a webpage? d'uh!
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
Do you live in the moment? I wish I could say that. Mostly I am hung up with planning for the future.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Not really. I get really impatient with ignorant and stupid and inconsiderate people. And bad drivers.
Do you have any secrets? Depends on who I am talking with. I have nothing to hide from The Fiancé.
Do you hate yourself? No. But I pity myself a lot, when I get depressed.
Do you like your handwriting? Yes. I have spent years developing it. Though I am so used to typing now that I get cramps in my hand rather fast from handwriting.
Do you have any bad habits? Let's see... I am lazy... I am pessimistic... I am controlling... and I like picking my nose.
What is the compliment you get most from people? I have the height of a model, they say. Which is obvious at 5'10". However, I have never heard that I have the looks of a model as well. Other than that I get complimented on my brains a lot. And my work.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Doomsday
What's your biggest fear? Death of loved ones, fire.
Can you sing? Just as well as I can throw a block of cement.
Are you a daredevil? I am starting to be now... yes. I never used to be. Always scared of everything. Nowadays I am more fond of risks and outrageous stuff.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? My attacks of weakness. My height. My breasts. My nose. My negativity. Mostly my breasts, though. Donate to my boob job fund, willya.
Are you passive or aggressive? Mostly passive.
Have you got a journal? Ya looking at it, matey!
What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength? I am realistic and down-to-earth with a strong will to succeed. Weakness? I defeat my greatest strength a lot with my own negativity.
How do you vent? I yell and scream and cry.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? I don't think so. I take everything to heart too much.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Na... even the stuff I might regret is part of what made me who I am today... and I like who I am today. As far as stuff I haven't done in life goes... my life isn't over yet, I still have plenty of time to do what I wanna do.
Do you think life has been good so far? It has started to be good now... I didn't much like my teenage years. My childhood, however, was wonderful.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Sometimes it pays off to take a great risk... and everything happens for a reason.
What do you like the most about your body? My eyes and mouth.
And least? My ass and my thighs.
Do you think you are good looking? I think I'm alright. Could be better. But could also be MUCH worse.
Are you confident? Always... when I am not depressed, that is.
What is the fictional character you're most like? C3PO
Do people know how you feel? I try to keep myself as unapproachable as possible. I allow rare glimpses, that's about it.
Are you perceived wrongly? Pretty much all the time. Maybe this has something to do with the answer to the last question? lol
DO YOU?
Smoke? No. I am very anti-smoke. Which makes me a huge hypocrite, because I smoke occasionally when I drink.
Do drugs? Yeah, I do the occasional pot, and yes, I love it, and no, I don't believe in pot being the beginning of a long and criminal drug addiction. On the contrary, I firmly believe it should be legalized, and alcohol of any sort should be outlawed.
Read the newspaper? No, news depress me.
Pray? Haaa-hahaha-hahaha-ha-ha-ha!
Go to church? I visit interesting churches in interesting places when I go sightseeing.
Talk to strangers who IM you? Not usually. I like the ignore button. However, there's been one or two who turned out to be really cool to chat with.
Sleep with stuffed animals? Hey! No name-calling The Fiancé! LOL!
Take walks in the rain? It's nice, sometimes. Annoying at other times.
Talk to people even though you hate them? I try to avoid it. And I'll be distant and formal.
Drive? Of course.
Like to drive fast? Not really... however... Roomie#R's car, which I am currently driving, seduces me to unreasonable driving speeds all too often...
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER?
Hurt yourself? As in... on purpose? Yeah. I have used scissors on my underarms before. Why? Don't ask. I don't even know myself. Or as in... accidentally? More like... who hasn't?
Been out of the country? Many, many times. I've been to: Italy, Germany, Switzerland, Hungary, Czechoslovakia, Bulgaria, Romania, Turkey, Greece, France, England, Scotland, Belgium, Spain, Portugal, and of course Austria and the USA. And probally a few others which I can't really think of, right now. Working on Mexico, and Costa Rica (- honeymoon!).
Been in love? Certainly.
Gone skinny dipping? Yes. On Corsica.
Had a medical emergency? Yeah... my appendix almost burst.
Had a surgery? See above.
Ran away from home? No. But thought about it many times... but then, which normal teenager hasn't?
Played strip poker? No, I don't know how to play poker. But I stripped! Does that count?
Gotten beaten up? Unfortunately. By an ex of mine.
Beaten someone up? Unfortunately. In Junior High. And I was grounded for it, too.
Been picked on? All the time. I had a horrible teenagehood.
Thought about suicide? Frequently. I try to keep it in check.
Pulled an all-nighter? I was a college student...
If yes, what is your record? I have no idea. Usually 2 days and one night are enough to knock me out for a whole week straight. Has nothing to do with getting older... I've always been wimpy that way. I need my beauty sleep. ;)
Gone one day without food? Yeah, on occasion... and when waiting for a paycheck...
Talked on the phone all night? All night? Probally not. All day... possibly. I can't remember. I am not fond of the phone much.
Slept all day? Oh hell ya... matter of fact... damn, I have work to do. :(
Made out with a stranger? Yeah... several times. There was some good stuff about being a teenager afterall.
Had sex with a stranger? Yeah. Not proud of it.
Thought you're going crazy? I thought I was born that way.
Kissed the same sex? Unfortunately... not yet. :(
Done anything sexual with the same sex? See above. Damn. I need to get me some t&a, and soon too. :(
Been betrayed? I wish I could answer with no, alas...
Had a dream that came true? Yeah. Freaky, huh? Now I wish for my dream of making it in the music scene to come true as well...
Broken the law? I smoke marijuana... I ran a couple of red lights... and I drove stoned once. Not proud of that either.
Met a famous person? Ummm... no, I don't think so?
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? I stepped on a few insects accidentally, I'm sure.
On purpose? Yeah, fuck you, mosquitoes!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? I am not sure. Can't remember what I did as a kid. Not lately though, no.
Stolen anything? No.
Been on radio/tv? I just had my first tv interview yesterday. :) And we've been on the radio with one of our songs last fall. :)
Been in a mosh-pit? A whut?
Had a nervous breakdown? I think so, yes.
Considered religious vocation? Haaa-hahaha-hahaha-ha-ha-ha!
Been criticized about your sexual performance? No. Complimented, though, many times.
Bungee jumped? No. I mostly like my life, and I am not ready yet to expose it to the possibility of a freak accident.
Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes.
CLOTHES and other fashion junk
Shoe brand? Whatever's cheap and fits and looks good.
Brand of clothing? Whatever's cheap and fits and looks good.
Cologne/perfume? Jil Sander Sun
What are you normally wearing to school/work? Clothes.
How about panties? Yes, panties too.
Wear hats? Occasionally. I have this really cool one that looks like it's made out of my cat's fur. People say I look like Britney Spears in it. However, you would never catch me alive with a baseball hat. I have some class.
Judge other people by their clothing? No... unless they are dirty and smelly and ragged.
Wear make-up? The second I leave the house.
Favourite place to shop? Bookstores. Sorry, no clothing stores to list here.
Favourite article of clothing? Jeans.
Are you trendy? I try to be, but not overly so.
Would you rather wear a uniform to school? I don't go to school.
BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets? Of course.
Miracles? No.
Astrology? Crock of shit. But it's entertaining sometimes.
Magic? No.
God? No.
Satan? No.
Santa? No.
Ghosts? Most certainly.
Luck? Yes.
Love at first sight? No. Attraction at first sight, though.
Yin and Yang? Yes.
Witches? Yes. It's part of paganism.
Easter bunny? I used to! lol
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes. It's a matter of character.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? You kidding me, right?
Do you wish on stars? I used to, as a kid.
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? No.
Do you think God has a gender? I don't think god has anything other than the power of peoples' delusions.
Do you think that science counteracts religion? Yes. Religion holds back Science.
Do you believe in organized religion? Not at all.
Where do you think we go when we die? Either into an urn, or into a grave. As far as our life force is concerned... I believe it'll be around forever, either reabsorbed into nature, or remanifested as what many would call a "ghost".
LOVE, and all that
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Yeah, totally. Peel me out from underneath my bed now, please.
Do you consider love a mistake? Love is never a mistake. However who we love, and how we love can be seen as a mistake sometimes.
What do you find romantic? I don't feel like writing an essay here right now. In short, however: romantic is what I don't have to ask for.
Turn-on? The Fiancé. Porn. Gay male porn. Women. Watching other people have sex. Self-confidence. Charm. Good smelling people. The Fiancé talking Spanish to me. The Fiancé fantasizing about dick with me. Ugh...
Turn-off? Bad attitude, arrogance, bad hygiene, uncut fingernails, long toenails, sandpaper-faces, socks, cutsey-talk, selfishness, guys who haven't seen a haircut for a while, wannabes, losers, short people, over-indulgence, etc.
First kiss? French kiss? I was 13, and he was the crush of every 13 year old in my school.
If you had no interest in dating someone who expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Flattered?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? Uh... I usually get to know them during dating...
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Oh... it's not?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yeah.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Most of them do.
What is best about the opposite sex? Their penises. No wait... I love being held close in the strong arms of a man, against his broad chest, breathing in his man-scent...
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? They aren't women.
Do you read porn? Read it... watch it... do it myself. I LOVE porn.
What's the last present someone gave you? A kicking ass poster about basses and scales and all that nifty theoretical stuff that I don't know about.
Are you in love? Very, very much.
Do you consider your significant other hot? Dude! Waitresses trip over their own feet in order to get to our table first, and then forget about taking my orders...
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Think to myself: "wow, there's some hot guy/girl standing there on the sidewalk..."
RIGHT THIS MOMENT:
Are you going out? I have to leave to deliver a comp for a client in a bit... and then pick up The Fiancé from school and drive him over to his second job...
What are you wearing right now? Black sweat pants, a striped shirt.
Body-part you're touching right now: Hey... I know I spend a lot of time at the computer... but I don't consider the keyboard a body part of mine just yet...
What are you worried about right now? Getting this graphic comp done which I have to deliver in a bit...
What book are you reading? Douglas Adams - The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy; Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus; Barbara deAngelis - Secrets about Men every Woman should know;
Are you bored? Stressed out, more like it.
Are you tired? Always.
Are you talking to anyone online? No. I am working. No wait... I am typing this here thingy...
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Not at this precise moment, no.
Are you lonely or content? Right now very content.
Are you listening to music? Not right now.
Oh no... are we done already? Back to real work then... :(
BASICS
Your gender: female
Straight/gay/bi? bi
Single? nope
Want to be? famous musician
Your birthday: January 12, 1979
Your age: 26
Your height:
The color of your eyes: steel-grey... steel-blue when pissed off, water-green when the sun shines into them. I have chameleon eyes.
The color of your hair: currently some shade of mahogany red/brown
Left/right/ambidextrous? right
Have any pets? my black beloved kitty cat, various aquatic critters, some fleas
What's your job: freelance graphic designer
Piercings? 7
Tattoos? nope. can't handle irreversibility and permanence like that
Obsessions? cleanness - impossible to achieve with three male roommates
Addictions? ColdStone Ice Cream
Do you speak another language? German, English, Spanish, French, Latin
Have a favorite quote? "Until you spread your wings you have no idea how far you can fly." Dunno who said it.
Do you have a webpage? d'uh!
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
Do you live in the moment? I wish I could say that. Mostly I am hung up with planning for the future.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Not really. I get really impatient with ignorant and stupid and inconsiderate people. And bad drivers.
Do you have any secrets? Depends on who I am talking with. I have nothing to hide from The Fiancé.
Do you hate yourself? No. But I pity myself a lot, when I get depressed.
Do you like your handwriting? Yes. I have spent years developing it. Though I am so used to typing now that I get cramps in my hand rather fast from handwriting.
Do you have any bad habits? Let's see... I am lazy... I am pessimistic... I am controlling... and I like picking my nose.
What is the compliment you get most from people? I have the height of a model, they say. Which is obvious at 5'10". However, I have never heard that I have the looks of a model as well. Other than that I get complimented on my brains a lot. And my work.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Doomsday
What's your biggest fear? Death of loved ones, fire.
Can you sing? Just as well as I can throw a block of cement.
Are you a daredevil? I am starting to be now... yes. I never used to be. Always scared of everything. Nowadays I am more fond of risks and outrageous stuff.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? My attacks of weakness. My height. My breasts. My nose. My negativity. Mostly my breasts, though. Donate to my boob job fund, willya.
Are you passive or aggressive? Mostly passive.
Have you got a journal? Ya looking at it, matey!
What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength? I am realistic and down-to-earth with a strong will to succeed. Weakness? I defeat my greatest strength a lot with my own negativity.
How do you vent? I yell and scream and cry.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? I don't think so. I take everything to heart too much.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Na... even the stuff I might regret is part of what made me who I am today... and I like who I am today. As far as stuff I haven't done in life goes... my life isn't over yet, I still have plenty of time to do what I wanna do.
Do you think life has been good so far? It has started to be good now... I didn't much like my teenage years. My childhood, however, was wonderful.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Sometimes it pays off to take a great risk... and everything happens for a reason.
What do you like the most about your body? My eyes and mouth.
And least? My ass and my thighs.
Do you think you are good looking? I think I'm alright. Could be better. But could also be MUCH worse.
Are you confident? Always... when I am not depressed, that is.
What is the fictional character you're most like? C3PO
Do people know how you feel? I try to keep myself as unapproachable as possible. I allow rare glimpses, that's about it.
Are you perceived wrongly? Pretty much all the time. Maybe this has something to do with the answer to the last question? lol
DO YOU?
Smoke? No. I am very anti-smoke. Which makes me a huge hypocrite, because I smoke occasionally when I drink.
Do drugs? Yeah, I do the occasional pot, and yes, I love it, and no, I don't believe in pot being the beginning of a long and criminal drug addiction. On the contrary, I firmly believe it should be legalized, and alcohol of any sort should be outlawed.
Read the newspaper? No, news depress me.
Pray? Haaa-hahaha-hahaha-ha-ha-ha!
Go to church? I visit interesting churches in interesting places when I go sightseeing.
Talk to strangers who IM you? Not usually. I like the ignore button. However, there's been one or two who turned out to be really cool to chat with.
Sleep with stuffed animals? Hey! No name-calling The Fiancé! LOL!
Take walks in the rain? It's nice, sometimes. Annoying at other times.
Talk to people even though you hate them? I try to avoid it. And I'll be distant and formal.
Drive? Of course.
Like to drive fast? Not really... however... Roomie#R's car, which I am currently driving, seduces me to unreasonable driving speeds all too often...
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER?
Hurt yourself? As in... on purpose? Yeah. I have used scissors on my underarms before. Why? Don't ask. I don't even know myself. Or as in... accidentally? More like... who hasn't?
Been out of the country? Many, many times. I've been to: Italy, Germany, Switzerland, Hungary, Czechoslovakia, Bulgaria, Romania, Turkey, Greece, France, England, Scotland, Belgium, Spain, Portugal, and of course Austria and the USA. And probally a few others which I can't really think of, right now. Working on Mexico, and Costa Rica (- honeymoon!).
Been in love? Certainly.
Gone skinny dipping? Yes. On Corsica.
Had a medical emergency? Yeah... my appendix almost burst.
Had a surgery? See above.
Ran away from home? No. But thought about it many times... but then, which normal teenager hasn't?
Played strip poker? No, I don't know how to play poker. But I stripped! Does that count?
Gotten beaten up? Unfortunately. By an ex of mine.
Beaten someone up? Unfortunately. In Junior High. And I was grounded for it, too.
Been picked on? All the time. I had a horrible teenagehood.
Thought about suicide? Frequently. I try to keep it in check.
Pulled an all-nighter? I was a college student...
If yes, what is your record? I have no idea. Usually 2 days and one night are enough to knock me out for a whole week straight. Has nothing to do with getting older... I've always been wimpy that way. I need my beauty sleep. ;)
Gone one day without food? Yeah, on occasion... and when waiting for a paycheck...
Talked on the phone all night? All night? Probally not. All day... possibly. I can't remember. I am not fond of the phone much.
Slept all day? Oh hell ya... matter of fact... damn, I have work to do. :(
Made out with a stranger? Yeah... several times. There was some good stuff about being a teenager afterall.
Had sex with a stranger? Yeah. Not proud of it.
Thought you're going crazy? I thought I was born that way.
Kissed the same sex? Unfortunately... not yet. :(
Done anything sexual with the same sex? See above. Damn. I need to get me some t&a, and soon too. :(
Been betrayed? I wish I could answer with no, alas...
Had a dream that came true? Yeah. Freaky, huh? Now I wish for my dream of making it in the music scene to come true as well...
Broken the law? I smoke marijuana... I ran a couple of red lights... and I drove stoned once. Not proud of that either.
Met a famous person? Ummm... no, I don't think so?
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? I stepped on a few insects accidentally, I'm sure.
On purpose? Yeah, fuck you, mosquitoes!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? I am not sure. Can't remember what I did as a kid. Not lately though, no.
Stolen anything? No.
Been on radio/tv? I just had my first tv interview yesterday. :) And we've been on the radio with one of our songs last fall. :)
Been in a mosh-pit? A whut?
Had a nervous breakdown? I think so, yes.
Considered religious vocation? Haaa-hahaha-hahaha-ha-ha-ha!
Been criticized about your sexual performance? No. Complimented, though, many times.
Bungee jumped? No. I mostly like my life, and I am not ready yet to expose it to the possibility of a freak accident.
Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes.
CLOTHES and other fashion junk
Shoe brand? Whatever's cheap and fits and looks good.
Brand of clothing? Whatever's cheap and fits and looks good.
Cologne/perfume? Jil Sander Sun
What are you normally wearing to school/work? Clothes.
How about panties? Yes, panties too.
Wear hats? Occasionally. I have this really cool one that looks like it's made out of my cat's fur. People say I look like Britney Spears in it. However, you would never catch me alive with a baseball hat. I have some class.
Judge other people by their clothing? No... unless they are dirty and smelly and ragged.
Wear make-up? The second I leave the house.
Favourite place to shop? Bookstores. Sorry, no clothing stores to list here.
Favourite article of clothing? Jeans.
Are you trendy? I try to be, but not overly so.
Would you rather wear a uniform to school? I don't go to school.
BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets? Of course.
Miracles? No.
Astrology? Crock of shit. But it's entertaining sometimes.
Magic? No.
God? No.
Satan? No.
Santa? No.
Ghosts? Most certainly.
Luck? Yes.
Love at first sight? No. Attraction at first sight, though.
Yin and Yang? Yes.
Witches? Yes. It's part of paganism.
Easter bunny? I used to! lol
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes. It's a matter of character.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? You kidding me, right?
Do you wish on stars? I used to, as a kid.
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? No.
Do you think God has a gender? I don't think god has anything other than the power of peoples' delusions.
Do you think that science counteracts religion? Yes. Religion holds back Science.
Do you believe in organized religion? Not at all.
Where do you think we go when we die? Either into an urn, or into a grave. As far as our life force is concerned... I believe it'll be around forever, either reabsorbed into nature, or remanifested as what many would call a "ghost".
LOVE, and all that
Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? Yeah, totally. Peel me out from underneath my bed now, please.
Do you consider love a mistake? Love is never a mistake. However who we love, and how we love can be seen as a mistake sometimes.
What do you find romantic? I don't feel like writing an essay here right now. In short, however: romantic is what I don't have to ask for.
Turn-on? The Fiancé. Porn. Gay male porn. Women. Watching other people have sex. Self-confidence. Charm. Good smelling people. The Fiancé talking Spanish to me. The Fiancé fantasizing about dick with me. Ugh...
Turn-off? Bad attitude, arrogance, bad hygiene, uncut fingernails, long toenails, sandpaper-faces, socks, cutsey-talk, selfishness, guys who haven't seen a haircut for a while, wannabes, losers, short people, over-indulgence, etc.
First kiss? French kiss? I was 13, and he was the crush of every 13 year old in my school.
If you had no interest in dating someone who expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Flattered?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? Uh... I usually get to know them during dating...
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Oh... it's not?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Yeah.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Most of them do.
What is best about the opposite sex? Their penises. No wait... I love being held close in the strong arms of a man, against his broad chest, breathing in his man-scent...
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? They aren't women.
Do you read porn? Read it... watch it... do it myself. I LOVE porn.
What's the last present someone gave you? A kicking ass poster about basses and scales and all that nifty theoretical stuff that I don't know about.
Are you in love? Very, very much.
Do you consider your significant other hot? Dude! Waitresses trip over their own feet in order to get to our table first, and then forget about taking my orders...
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Think to myself: "wow, there's some hot guy/girl standing there on the sidewalk..."
RIGHT THIS MOMENT:
Are you going out? I have to leave to deliver a comp for a client in a bit... and then pick up The Fiancé from school and drive him over to his second job...
What are you wearing right now? Black sweat pants, a striped shirt.
Body-part you're touching right now: Hey... I know I spend a lot of time at the computer... but I don't consider the keyboard a body part of mine just yet...
What are you worried about right now? Getting this graphic comp done which I have to deliver in a bit...
What book are you reading? Douglas Adams - The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy; Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus; Barbara deAngelis - Secrets about Men every Woman should know;
Are you bored? Stressed out, more like it.
Are you tired? Always.
Are you talking to anyone online? No. I am working. No wait... I am typing this here thingy...
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Not at this precise moment, no.
Are you lonely or content? Right now very content.
Are you listening to music? Not right now.
Oh no... are we done already? Back to real work then... :(
