Next weekend... in Hollywood. The Fiancé has already received his "instructions" on calling Jo and inviting her... could it happen? Could I see her again already next weekend...?
ABOUT ME
I am a 27 year old graphic designer/freelance artist, who just recently ended her three-and-a-half-years
of self-discovery and development in Los Angeles to move back to Europe. I since work full time in a
local small graphic design studio while I try to get my own studio up and running at the side, and when I have some spare time with
all that I play the bass guitar in a Latin Rock cover band, I am out taking pictures, or I try myself as a mediocre sculptor. In other words:
my life is all about art in one way or another, and I like it that way - as far removed from "cookie cutter" social life as I grew up with
here as possible. I am engaged to a stunningly handsome and unbelievably open minded bisexual Mexican
man, and we are going to get married here in Europe in September. I have a pitch black tomcat who means
more to me than most humans, and only last year we adopted a grey and fuzzy stray kitten to go along with the mix. Me in a nutshell.
I am bisexual, and I am mostly in the closet. This blog, which was originally hidden secretly behind my "real"
blog and is now my only blog, was created to help me come to terms with what I am, what it means, and how
to let the world know, one friend or relative at a time. And of course hopefully the woman who inspired me to
finally take the step and go onto this journey.
DEAR READER
If you are new to this blog I recommend you go into my archives and read the first few
entries to get an idea of the point of this blog, and what inspired it. You'll enjoy the rest of
this much more with the initial story in your mind.
PEOPLE I MENTION (in approximate order of appearance)
The Fiancé: self explanatory
Jo: the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes upon... inspired my official coming out
without ever knowing it. Please read the first few entries of this blog in my archives.
Ren: Australian online pal of mine, my "guru" in all things bisexual.
Roomie#R: also the lead singer/guitarist of my ex-band – and now certainly ex-Roomie; I was outed
to him by The Fiancé, and apparently he took it with a big-ass grin on his face, and an excited "NO WAY!!!"
Roomie#E/Mr. E: drummer of both my ex-band and my current one, recently relocated to Europe as well to be with my sister; The Fiancé's best
friend and now my brother-in-law. Wasn't planning on any "outings" with him, but he recently found this blog all
by himself and read it in its entirety. Oops. :)
The Ex: self explanatory; one of my closest friends, and quite suddenly also pal of The Fiancé and the Roomies.
Picture me weirded out in all the best ways. Unfortunately 6000 miles away now, and I miss him like crazy... :(
Chica: The Fiancé´s best (girl)friend; First person (other than The Fiancé) that I could ever talk about this with
openly, and having loved every second of it.
Sis: self explanatory... and some things seem to be running in the family. It's good to talk openly with her. :)
Amy: incredibly cute girl who ditched me after our first date... very "encouraging" to say the least.
Love: sensual ebony beauty who couldn't help but make out with me at a gay bar and then never called me back. I thought only
men acted this way... lol
Kim & Mr. Austrostar: a good example of what can happen when you meet scum from the internet: pushy people who wouldn't accept a no for an answer and felt all
high and mighty through his being a semi-big shot in the local music scene.
Mr. Cuba/Mr. Creep: first attempt at meeting a bisexual male for our purposes. Another good example of what can happen
when you meet scum from the internet: we got ourselves our own personal stalker who is just waiting for The Fiancé to "fly back home", so he can "meet me again" - or even
better: have me cheat on The Fiancé with his slimy ass!
Steven: one of my best friends, whom I had a brief fling with over half a decade ago. Popped our threesome-cherry early this year, simply because Mr. Creep was
such a disappointment, and I was already in the mood that night.
Bud: finally something good came off the internet! Bud, or "Boytoy" as I like to refer to him now, has turned into our more or less regular booty call. His bisexual
ways certainly make me one very happy little spectator and participant... yay for the internet! lol
Girl.MD: another good thing that we came across through the internet... a young doctor who has the hots for me... attraction is semi-mutual... outcome pending.
