Tuesday, November 30, 2004
One month
I'm on a roll now... that's so like me, ignoring this thing here for days on end, and then spewing forth 3 entries in one day.
I just thought it was noteworthy that it's been exactly one month today that I have seen Jo vanish out the door, leaving the party, escorted by the hostess and her boyfriend to her car, leaving me behind staring at her back until the last of her blue geisha dress disappeared around the corner, yearning and longing for her, without her even knowing what she did to me. All the while I was hoping for her to just turn around one more time and look back at me... even just a short glimpse... which of course she didn't do. And then, why would she have... she has no idea about my feelings.
One month.
Can't believe how fast time is passing by, without anything happening.
The hostess finally called The Fiancé back today, leaving a message, asking what we were up to on the weekend. Naturally, the possibilities that this simple question opened accelerated my heartbeat immediately, and The Fiancé was laughing at my reaction. I practically begged him right there in the cafeteria to set up a meeting with her and Jo on the weekend, I think I even promised him an infinite number of blowjobs, much to his devilish delight. Of course he was giving me a hard time, telling me he would get her number for me, but leaving everything else up to me. That bastard!
For now though my hopes are up for a possible meeting on the weekend... keep your fingers crossed for me...
I just thought it was noteworthy that it's been exactly one month today that I have seen Jo vanish out the door, leaving the party, escorted by the hostess and her boyfriend to her car, leaving me behind staring at her back until the last of her blue geisha dress disappeared around the corner, yearning and longing for her, without her even knowing what she did to me. All the while I was hoping for her to just turn around one more time and look back at me... even just a short glimpse... which of course she didn't do. And then, why would she have... she has no idea about my feelings.
One month.
Can't believe how fast time is passing by, without anything happening.
The hostess finally called The Fiancé back today, leaving a message, asking what we were up to on the weekend. Naturally, the possibilities that this simple question opened accelerated my heartbeat immediately, and The Fiancé was laughing at my reaction. I practically begged him right there in the cafeteria to set up a meeting with her and Jo on the weekend, I think I even promised him an infinite number of blowjobs, much to his devilish delight. Of course he was giving me a hard time, telling me he would get her number for me, but leaving everything else up to me. That bastard!
For now though my hopes are up for a possible meeting on the weekend... keep your fingers crossed for me...
